Wednesday, June 23, 2010

FAMILY

Today again m thinking too much....I am really not able to figure out...It hurts when the one whom you love most in the life...gets angry on you...somone you love badly...someone for whom you have disconnected yourself from your "family"....specifically cos they are not in much of a favour....

"Family" - After fighting consistently with my loved one, I suddenly shook myself today....Who are those people......who am I making suffer because of my indifferent behaviour....who m I shouting upon.......with whom m I fighting with......."My Family"...these are the people who are concern for me, more than anyone in this entire world...they are just mine and I AM???? doing what ..........I AM HURTING MY OWN FAMILY......what's their fault????? why m i doing this....I've no answer to this question.......but I also do love her...but does my love for her provides me the license to hurt my family???? This is the question now I do have in my mind. And i really need the answer for it..cos otherwise I'll become impatient...or insomanic.....

Yesteday only my Dad asked me Gagan u are restricting yourself to you only, why are you doing this?? You don't even talk to us these days...I was blown off ....I had no answer to them.....till tomorrow.

But today I think I am moving towards a decision. Which I feel will be best for us.

7 comments:

  1. yo man!!! good to know that you are in LOVE!!! its an amazing feeling... and in this amazement, we kill, hurt and mame the near and dear ones while chasing this feeling of love. the mind goes to sleep, the heart works without it and so we lose the sense of being sensible and responsible. there is no harm in chasing your love but its the worst thing to ignore the others who have had that same feeling for you or even more for all your life. this is unconditional. dont forget it is absolutely unconditional. so even though you have conditions on your side be careful that you dont hurt these people. i am glad that you have got some realization coming back. the bottom line is.. dont lose anyone, your love or your loved ones. the latter matter most!!! we better get this!!!

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  2. Thanks Yousuf....bt there r few decisions which are hard to make.....

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  3. Dude will come to u as soon as possible. Kaafi baatein karni hai. Abhi maaf kar de, kuch career ki baat hai :)

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  4. :)....milna to hai its been long time actually.

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  5. Dont hurt your family, but yes at the same time try to convince them if you strongly feel that your decision is 100% right. Rest leave to destiny...God bless u. All the best!

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  6. Decision are thinkable....but once one takes decision....he comes in one side.....

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  7. @Rekha.......the decision has beem taken ....or imposed and it is nt in my favour however.....

    @Naveen......I hope u knw it is hard to come on the other side...but if no option left u hv no choice left wid u...

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