Saturday, April 24, 2010

Moments in life - the next life

April 15,2009 - the date, I will never be able to forget. I met with an accident on the same date, I don't know how, where, but yes it happened with me. A painful experience I had afterwards, though I din't even knew what happen with me after that for the next 22 days. I was in coma. Had ventilator fixed on me and the chance that I'll survive were very less. But tochwood I survived and getting back on track.

But that sleep has broken many people, family, friends, well-wishers everyone. All of them were in in immense pain, and even today I can feel their pain, Immense pain. Pain which has been given by me. Knowingly or unknowingly but yes given by me.

But in that bad time, I can recognize my strength even today as well. My Family is the biggest proven strength of mine. I can easily say today that if I am back today on tract because of my Dad, Mom and my younger brother. Great well wisher like Pammi, she din't even thought of leaving me in my bad times, Hats off to her, friends like Zafar, he is the most wonderful person I've met, we know each other since our MBA from IMT has started at DIIMS, ITO. Rite Zafar? Kalpana & Amit, we share a great bond again thank you so much to all my friends to be my strength during that time.

One more name I would like to mention here, friendship with her was not very old, but understanding might have increased with time. But she was there all the time, not even with me but was with my family too. I was not expecting this but yes she's like this only, Her name is Neha.

Those were the worst days of my life, I had forgotten everything, how to talk how to walk entire me. My Dad has supported me as if a new born baby is being taught how to walk, how to talk everything. I had also forgotten how to write even today I can write but not with a smooth pace.

At that point of time Almost everyone has given me every kind of this, do that..and I was like...please....but that was a tough time for me for sure.

May 08 2009 It was just another morning. I opened my eyes after a good sleep. I felt so. My eyes opened to an all new place - a different cieling, and the fan was not the one i always woke up looking at, spinning away smoothly during summer and kind of hibernating during winter.The walls were different, the wall hangings were different. nothing looked familiar. I groped to recall how got in here. a very different place, different bed, new faces, kind of not the familiar expressions on those faces too. amongst those faces was my mom sitting with her sweet face and every loving eyes. in those eyes i saw a concern which I had never seen before and then she broke the moment she sees my eyes open.

My eyes rolled a bit to get an idea where I was since this was not my bedroom neither any other room in my big house. I knew every nook and corner of my sweet home but was amazed at the different look today, specially since I was getting up from a normal sleep. I couldnt have imagined things change just like that during sleep. I was surely not in Alice's wonderland. Then the slow realization that I was not at the right place. I was told where I was.

Those fraction of seconds that changed things in my life, my families lives, and the lives of my sweet and dear friends.

more to follow.......

Sunday, April 18, 2010


Hi all, just got the oppurtunity to share my thoughts with you all. I think i am lucky enough to get this chance to share my views with you.

First of all let me just introduce myself to you.

My Name Gagan Ghansal, I am almost 27 years old now. I had a great confidence within me and very good nature as well. I had a carefree attitude and was managing things very smoothly(be it whatever). My Nature was friendly, therefore I was able to make friends very easily. I was one angry young man in short. I have done my schooling in commerce and graduation in Industrial Relations & Personnel Management from Dyal Singh College DU and MBA in HR from IMT.

College days were great, after the rules of school, the college atmosphere was simply very good. I have started working in my early age through HR (after college). And today I am having 5+ years of experience in the similar field.

The nature was friendly but if you ask today, the friends I have is very less. Very few good friends. I lived my life fullest with all carefree attitude within me. Whatever hurdle come whatever problem comes, I treat them very small and get all the sucess against them.

Things very smooth, life was literally rocking till something happebed 15 April 2009.

I had met with a sever accident on the same date. I was in the hospital for about 1.5 months and I was in coma for more than 22 days. I didn't knew what happened during those days. I have no clues. What I can see is pain on everyone's face immense pain which I only can see not even speak. I was in a diffrent condition altogether, I forgotten how to speak, walk or even how to write. I think I was equivellant to new born baby at that point of time.

My condition was of a new born baby only, the only difference was at that point of time I was more then 25 years of age.

I've hurt many people at that point of time my Parent, friends, official collegues and all near dear ones.

But family grievance is greator than everyone's grievance, they were in immence pain because of me and nobody can even think of sharing it. They actually take every care of me to make me standable in this world. Whatever I am today is because of their hard work only.